logic of the day
wrting in another language can be healing
my own pride in my mother tounge is kept aside
I can focus on the truth. not on the words game, and little poetic decorations
my understanding of whats right and wrong
is becoming vage when I dont know all the words
I become modest. less judging
others understand me differently
some dont understand me at all
I have to make the effort to address them
to make myself clear
to understand myself what i meant, what I felt when the urge came and the words just burst with no commitment to a language or a men .
of course I can say this is all not always so positive, healing is not always a magic potion that you drink and in one glamorous moment sprayed with fairies dust followed by lightning you become the next promising author with a column in one of those uncomfortable to hold newspapers.
healing is followed by alot of yukky moments of self cleaning and wound touching. self learning can be embarrassing at times, painful at others. mostly rewarding if you really learn yourself and not just pretend to.
knowing I have about 2 readers a day, and there is not yet a reputation to brag with. I can truly learn not experiment only. i
this a perfect place to start my self learning and a new language is a great tool
